
Gudulia Concepción Molina Aguilar
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Twenty-year old Gudulia Concepción Molina
Aguilar is from Simojovel de Allende, Chiapas, just down the road from Dr. Santos and el
Bosque. Simojovel is about twice the size of El Bosque and a little lower in elevation, so
it must be similar, except even more bustling and hotter. Gudulia refers to it as being
more civilized but more isolated -- "Way back in a little nook in the
mountains," she says. Here's her story:
"My father is a radio technician and my mother works in the house. She also
makes bread to sell in the street. I have three brothers and one elder sister. When
I was a child at home, I just played. Especially I liked to play marbles, even though
that's a game that only boys are supposed to play."
Admitting that once she liked to play marbles, Gudulia looks profoundly ashamed and
embarrassed. Her pixy-like face expresses the epitome of innocence. She seems younger than
twenty.
"Well, the truth is, hmmmmmm..., Well, maybe at first I wasn't so well
educated. I didn't help around the house and sometimes I didn't even pay proper respect to
my parents. I wasn't bad all the time; just sometimes. And, well, my father had heard
about Yerba Buena -- that here they can prepare you for life, and that they are very
strict. For example, here they don't let you eat meat. Yes, strict in many ways, but the
truth is that that helps a person a lot. Now that I've been here for several years my
parents say that I'm a different person, and it's true. When I graduated from Yerba
Buena after two years of study I was well prepared both materially and spiritually."
The moment Gudulia touches on the theme of spirituality, for the first time she takes
on an air of confidence. Instantly it becomes clear that this is the topic on which she
feels most at ease.
"Before I came here I was a Catholic, but it didn't mean anything to me. Now
I'm an Adventist, and I think I'm lucky to have found the religion. For example, my sister
stayed in Simojovel and she never changed. She got married very young, had a baby, her
husband left her, and now she's hurt, and very unhappy. But I'm here, working, and I'm
very content. I work in the hospital. During operations I check blood pressure and apply
compresses. But, most important, before the operation I make sure that everything is
ready. Also I talk with the patients. I've seen that when you talk to them they don't hurt
so much. Of course one problem is that many patients who come here speak only Tzotzil.
Generally when they arrive they're dirty. We have to change their clothes and bathe them,
but they don't feel comfortable letting us do that and it's hard to explain to them why it
has to be done. However, when I was a little girl I wanted to be a social worker, so this
part of my job is a little like that, and I don't mind."
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